we like to party

right, so.....13 year old fashion blogger chick. WHY AM I NOT HER?

should i change my hair color to a weird metallic red and never eat anything ever again and learn like 20000000 years of fashion in the next week? (it literally took me a minute to compute how many zero's were at the end of that number. earlier this week i tried to do a problem involving 5 million and ended up with 500 million. this is why i am a writer, not a math person)

and in other news, my first official act of adulthood has been completed. vivi and i went to the mall friday night and somehow i ended up getting the second ear piercing i've always wanted. actually i know exactly how it happened. i said, "lets go to claire's for hair accessories!" which turned into "hey, i can get my ears pierced again." which turned into "ohmygod vi, hold my hand."

so thats done.

and lent is lent, by the way. not entirely too interesting. but what is is that i got accepted to TWO colleges on the east coast this week, suffolk and u of vermont. so at least i'm going to college after all.

and ps. dear parents. STOP YELLING AT EACH OTHER LIKE 5 TIMES A WEEK. kthanks bye.

and guys are stupid. ps.

right, question of the week: whats better, ginger babies or brunette babies? ponder that, universe.

i go.

the winter of my discontent...

...is apparently ending, if the weather is any indication.

well hai world! its been the appropiate amount of ages since the last time i updated, besides the exhaustion fueled whatever that was 2 weeks ago.

i lived through finals, and failed most of them while still managing to pass the actual classes, which i'm sure is a marketable talent somewhere in the world. the feeling of freedom after finals (SECOND. SEMESTER. SENIOR) was the most intoxicating feeling besides maybe love. but its a tight race. and ever since then school has been just as annoying, but so much better, since all i have to do is pass (which means that i am allowed to fail a few tests, thanks very much).

washington dc was amazing and just what i needed. a few days away in the glorious cold-it snowed on us and we walked around and saw friends and i saw georgetown again (which is still one of my favorite places in the world.) and just made it real for me. i am leaving at the end of the summer to go somewhere in the cold. but more on that thought process later.

and on the 4th of february at 8pm i accomplished one of my many dreams involving the man and saw NEIL GAIMAN IN THE FLESH (see the above photo). jynx and i could barely speak and i nearly tore her hand off at several points in the speech because he is just SO AMAZING. his voice is amazing. when we got out both jynx and i were nearly asleep from the sound of his last poem.

and yes, i'm done being a fangirl now. (3rd love of my life. in the flesh. three yards from me)

we just got back from youth group winter retreat, which was amazing and draining and gorgeous. and tiring. i realized some things, which is basically that i'm scared of college but scared to stay.

but that's another post. along with my feelings on winter formal and guys and life in general again.

i go.

the love of my life rejected me on facebook

true story.

am too tired to write more. seeing neil tomorrow. there will be a blog about that.

there will be a blog/story about my dramatic internal conflict.

there will be a blog about my trip to DC.

there will a blog about my life.

thats all. i go.